One Author's Journey #9

When Walk Slowly Through the Dark was published, I could hardly believe that it was book #9. This book was one that jerked at my heart. The content of this book is personal to me. I suppose you could say from reading all the posts I have written about my journey of writing that all of my books reveal a part of me.

Hard subjects are addressed in this title. Dementia is one of them. My mother lived to be 93 years old. She passed away seven years ago this May. In her last few years there were times when she didn't know me. She spoke of loved ones sitting next to her who had passed away many years before. One day I went to see her at the rest home and she was sitting on a bench "Waiting for the train..." The trouble was, she had several others waiting with her. If I went to see her in the early hours of the morning, she was her old self. She knew me and we had lovely visits. Otherwise, it was a sad visit and she thought I was a stranger.

Another issue tackled in this book is how easily communication can be lost or never established between a husband and wife. Terry and I have been married thirty seven years. There are still times when we struggle with communication. It is possible to not know the thoughts and intents of one another's heart. To me, this was an important subject to reveal.

June, the main character of this book, has appeared to be almost too sweet to be true in the other books in the Nan's Heritage Series and the Rescued...a Series of Hope. She needed to reveal her warts and let the readers see what makes her tick. In my limited understanding of quiet people, I had thought that 'quiet' meant sweet and perfect. The saying, "Still waters run deep." was lost on me. I plumbed the depth of that saying and grew to understand it a little better.

It is amazing how writing these books has caused me to look deeper inside myself. I have been challenged to examine why I believe what I believe as well as to decided exactly what I believe about obscure things. I have learned the enjoyment of research and the humbling awe of ideas and creativity coming directly from the inspiration of the Lord. At this posting, I am elbow deep in two different books. I will reveal more about this next week.

Elaine Littau, author