My Crown
When I was a little girl the
television show called “Queen for a Day” was big. Mama and I watched it every
day. The contestants, if memory serves, told about their needs. The lady with
the most pathetic story won the prize.
They gave her kitchen
appliances and things like that. I couldn’t care less about those as a three or
four year old. The object I focused on was THE CROWN! I didn’t even care that
much about the robe they put on her. The crown was the big deal for me.
Mama and I also watched the
Miss America pageant. (Daddy was usually at work and wouldn’t have wanted to
watch anyway.) That crown was a prize I coveted, but I didn’t want to have to
wear a swimsuit to get it. Besides, I knew that even though any of my sisters
would have been pretty enough to win it, I wouldn’t measure up to their beauty.
I found myself longing for
that crown. At that time I told Mama I wanted a “prown”. I really started out
young with this desire. I must have talked about it non-stop. I wondered if I
ever would obtain a crown of my own.
One day, an opportunity
presented itself. A wonderful woman known to me as Sister Little came to our
church and held a children’s crusade. At the front of the church, on the back
of the platform, were two ornate chairs. Each chair bore a crown.
She informed us that one
crown was for a boy and one was for a boy. The way to earn the crown was to
memorize the Bible verses she gave to us. THIS WAS MY CHANCE!
Mama helped me all during the
days of the crusade to learn a verse. I knew I had won the crown. On the last
day each of us stood before Sister Little and said our verse. Most of the
children my age crashed and burned.
Finally, it was my turn. I
proudly said, “In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the
Word was God.” She smiled and told me I did a great job. The next kid said, “In
the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God. The
same was in the beginning…”
Wait! I
thought. There is more? How did I not know this? The last child recited more
than anyone. She won the crown! I was crestfallen. The second place child was
given a princess crown.
When I got home I cried real
tears. Jim, my brother who was in high school and was the only sibling still
living at home, must have felt sorry for me. He went to the corner drug store
and purchased the crown pictured above for me.
My eyes almost popped out of
my head when I saw the beautiful prize. I couldn’t believe that this teenager,
who considered me a pest, loved me enough to give me the desire of my heart. I
never looked at him the same again.
I wore it almost every waking
moment. When I was in fourth grade the teacher assigned me the part of Queen
Isabella in the school play. I was ready with my crown. Mama sewed a red
taffeta gown for me to wear to complete the look. I had finally become a real
queen.
I learned that those who love
the Lord will receive a crown when they get to heaven. Now, I KNEW that would
be the ultimate crown. Through my growing up years I kept that prize in mind.
Of course I wanted to be with Jesus and I thought the crown He would give to me
would be so sweet to have.
It might have been silly, but
this thought was in the back of my mind even when I was eighteen and going to
Bible College. Our choir travelled and sang in many towns. We had several
quartets and trios that also performed. One quartet sang a song that struck me
between my eyes. They sang, “We’ll cast our crowns at His nailed scared feet.
Our joy complete in His presence sweet. Eternity’s greatest privilege will be
casting our crowns at His feet.”
Somehow I had never read the
Scripture this referenced. The crown had been my goal in life. It may seem
silly, but I am being honest. At first I wasn’t sure I wanted to give my crown
to the Lord.
As I held tightly to this
future crown, I thought of my Friend, my Savior, The One Who loves me. How
could I hold on to something like that when all glory and honor and praise
belong to Him?
If giving this prize to Him
brings Him any representation of my gratitude to Him, I gladly lay it at His
feet. I think of the words of a hymn we sang when I was young: “Oh I want to
see Him, look upon His face. There to sing forever of His saving grace…” Even a
perfect crown, created by Him, is not as precious as Jesus.
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